I remember scrolling through Facebook and being overcome by jealously. So many people I knew were getting married and having sweet love stories and I wasn’t happy at all with where my love life was at. I was ashamed of my feelings and tried to stuff them down. I was dating a guy that I didn’t know how to be myself around. It’s hard to describe the feeling, but I knew I didn’t feel free or vibrant. I had a huge lack of peace and couldn’t tell if it was out of fear of marriage, if I wasn’t if the right guy, or maybe I was just being too picky. But I decided to make 5 huge shifts link here in my life that allowed me clarity to end that relationship and prepare me by God’s grace to enter into my relationship with Caleb. One where I can be free to be even more of the person everyday God has created to be. In our wedding vows, one of the things I said was “You have awoken things in me that have been laying dormant for years, like parts of myself are coming back to life, or coming to life for the first time.” And after almost 5 years of marriage, I keep feeling that way more. And it isn’t because life has been roses and daisy’s for us. We’ve faced a lot of challenges these last 5 years. Challenges that we could have easily closed off our hearts from one another. But instead, we kept and keep making the shifts I share in our free Webinar that allow us to continue to walk more into the freedom I described. I don’t know if you scroll through Facebook & secretly down deep there’s jealousy because of others relationships. Maybe it’s even scary to admit it to yourself like it was for me. But if you feel anyway that I have described, I made this training for you. It’s been on my heart to make for years, and I’m so happy for those people I’ve been talking to, to hear that our teaching is touching their hearts and souls in a tangible way, and they’re taking huge steps to walk into freedom and fullness of relationships. My story could have been a loveless marriage. But it’s not. And my passion is to help others who felt like I used to get the joy and peace I, and they so desperately desire. Can’t wait to talk to you, friends!!
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